It’s Working On Me, Even If I Don’t See It

Sometimes I get frustrated that I don’t feel different.

I write “I am the best” 108 times a day.

I say it with conviction in my mind.

I’ve done it since February 5th.

I’ve missed a few days here and there—

But for the most part, I’ve been consistent.

Still, doubt whispers:

“You’re not changing.”

“This ain’t doing anything.”

“You’re just gassing yourself up.”

But I’m learning something important:

Just because I don’t feel the change doesn’t mean it isn’t happening.

Seeds don’t shout when they grow.

They root in silence.

I’ll keep writing.

Keep saying it.

Keep moving.

Because one day soon…

The fruit will show.

~ Praise God